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Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Dunia Hujung Jari

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan salam sejahtera.

teringat awal pagi tadi, sharing thoughts dari DMFK, tentang orang kita mudah sangat percaya seseorang. membabi buta je. DMFK jawab apa? orang kita, especially perempuan, kerap ditipu. Dunia sekarang dah mudah. dihujung jari semuanya. selidik dulu.

pengalaman aku.

beberapa hari dalam minggu ni, aku kerap demam, pening-pening. semuanya gara-gara terlalu lama selidik pasal seorang hamba Allah ni. teruk dia perlekeh cikgu cikgu sekolah anak dia. kata cikgu dan guru besar taknak terima perubahan arus pendidikan sekarang. isu tiga tahun dulu. yang penting, he keep on claiming himself as a Dr or Prof or what knot.

kerja aku pasal ICT. jadi, selalulah jugak berangan nak jadi black hat (for only good reason of course). jadi aku investigate hal Dr ni. setelah diselidik, dan bukti dikumpulkan, aku pun sent each point yg aku rasa should be post lah dekat bosses. siap nombor Uni yang he claiming as Director plus Advisor.

bila pecah tembelang, we, on the same board buat keputusan untuk abaikan je surat layang dia tu. dia pukul canang dia hebat. aku tengok youtube channel dia pun dah mengantuk. i dont know lah this kind of person. PR failed. lepastu blaming everyone who are not interested with him. sorry sir, you just overboard. we're not interested anymore.

demikian cerita tahun ni. kalau aku rajin aku update lah. ever since aku dah uninstalled blogger thru phone, aku makin malas. sebab banyak masa habis dekat vle frog. so, senang-senang nanti k.

toddles!

Sunday, November 15, 2015

WEEKLY HIGHLIGHTS - i call it BULLSHIT.


Randomly, I am going to highlights some topic based on what I feel weekly. I know, quite random, but I guess it is the best way for myself letting all my drama days.

Commitments.

Jobs, relationships, social works, and workouts. It never upside down before. I mean, I will jot down everything that matters, reschedule everything based on the importance scale, and make sure everything that I have done is completely following the due date. I am a particular person, yet crazy-dramatic some other time.

Few days ago, I have these kinds of conflicts, between my job, my love life, and my family life. I am a family person. I put FAMILY as my first priority while my job and love life sharing the second place. The story goes like I have a date, a movie date with my dear. And need to settle down marking test papers and put the marks on SAPS system ASAP. I did my job well, unfortunately, my senior colleagues keep pushing me to do something that I don't like which is printing the marks and giving it to them. Since I have movie date (it is 007 Spectre movie date kind), I postpone the stupid AF demand from them. Still, I am powerless when it comes to my parents demand when they asked me to bring them to Klang for a wedding. Well, even though I am kind of rejecting some wedding, I still have to bring my parents to Klang. Again, I called my dear to postponed the movie time. I guess I don't have to elaborate his reaction.

Bullshit is when he became an irresponsive person. He's not acting matured, yet becoming weird day by day. I know, he's losing his job, but it doesn't mean he has to be an immatured-responsive person.

I hope next week will be better and happiest week since last week of long working hours. Oh yeah, maybe the perfect week to give my dear back what is his.

Love,
Enab.

Thursday, April 30, 2015

blog.

assalamualaikum. selamat sejahtera .

baru-baru ni ajar budak buat blog. tapi diri sendiri dah lama x update. haih. karat betol.

nak menulis sekarang rasanya macam nak tulis rancangan mengajar. penuh dengan rasa menyusun aktiviti. hmmmm

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Tunggakan kerja

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and happy tuesday guys!

hari ni aku nak sembang pasal tunggakan kerja. sebab lama sangat aku perati diri sendiri yang asyik menunggak kerja entah sampai bila.

al-kisahnya. aku senang bekerja 24/7. kadang-kadang aku rasa aku boleh kerja non stop 36hrs. masalahnya sekarang, kerja aku dah banyak tertunggak sebab pengurusan waktu untuk level 2015 kali ni macam tak berapa nak cun. mungkin aku banyak masa untuk makan. mungkin jugak aku banyak buang masa buat kerja lain. yang aku tau, contact hours aku dengan kerja hakiki aku macam dah takde makna.

banyak tanggungjawab, banyak jugaklah kerjanya. dengan board panitia aku tak siapkan, dengan stor sukan sepah macam tsunami 2004, dengan bilik komputer takde air-cond, dengan technician acah janji nak call balik, dengan coaching budak bola sepak dengan bola jaring. itu tak termasuk lagi anak orang kaya yang janji nak jadi pengakap tapi sampai sudah tak bayar duit ahlinya. ye. aku bukan guru kelas, yang sibuk dengan failing anak-anak kelas sendiri. tapi aku kena control separuh sekolah yang diorang sendiri kerjasama tak diberi. sudahnya, mengajar pun dah kena sembunyi-sembunyi. control book untuk bilik ict masih tak update. vle frog masih tak ke mana. hoih. banyak nau kerja yang tertunggak. 

nampak gayanya, malam ni kena stay up, buat kerja, kurangkan makan. sebab aku bukan perokok, maka, banyakkan kafein dan chewing gum mesti dalam genggaman. itu je petua aku boleh buat kerja tanpa tidur.