wasting.

assalamualaikum.

well. happy sunday all. nice wind and sun today. such a perfect day to do laundry and outing. no more zainab! enough lah yesterday.

so, yesterday i did my cash flow like whoaa~ actually guys, so many $$$ in bank make me worry so bad. that is why i have to draw it so i have worry no more -.-" tepuk dahi anda.

semalam niat hati nak beli 2 benda.DUA benda oke. printer and shoes for girl guide. and i did. unfortunately, the makcik from kedai shawl and ladylike promoter called and try to persuade me to buy some stuff from them. begitu kurang ajar. girls yang so grrrr from kedai step pun sama. attracted me to buy their rm25 wedges so i can look tinggi. buset tol. memanglah aku rendah.jgnlah hina mcm tu*winkwink*. but, still have to thank them for being nice and trying to help me to decrease my saving -.-" thanks a lot alll!

arrivederci.

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progressing assignment.

assalamualaikum.

well, today i would like to spending most of my time at jusco, insyaAllah. so much things to buy and i have loads of assignments to be settled. so my first step, buying printer. i was like, 3 years in maktab, and this is my 3rd time i change my printer.

so, here we go, my progressing assignment.

PJM 3107 -  gimnastik. 65% done.
PJM 3108 -  outdoor. not yet start.
PJM 3109 -  football and netball. 35% done.
PKE 3102 -  keselamatan. 25% start.
EDU 3104 -  pendidikan. not even look at the question.
ELM 3101 -  moral. still finding the article.
WAJ 3114 -  waiting for BIG session, but overall, 15% start.
PBS           -  i have to looking back my previous attachment.

so sekarang, kewajaran untuk beli printer mmg dah layak. oke. sampai masa bicara lagi.

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secrets behind.

assalamualaikum.

hari ni Isnin. ramai member fb luahkan kemalasan, keberatan untuk menghadapi hari Isnin ni. termasuklah aku. bila Isnin je, aku mesti fikir, "ahhh.. macam takde hari lain". tapi, kalau hari lain sebagai permulaan pun, tetap terima persepsi yang serupa. itu semua alasan. marahkan hari yang sebenarnya takde salah pun.

well, actually, hari ni, disebabkan aku tak suka hari Isnin ni, aku memulakan hari aku dengan membaca buku favorite aku. most of my book were about encouraging people to do best every moment. yelah, memang ada novels, but it just a least. tipulah aku tak baca yang romance and light reading kan.... but that's me. i don't tell neither families nor friends about my actual problems. to me, it just between me and Him. and my books just help me to find the right path.

i was doing lots of mistakes before, and it takes time to fix it back. and about Monday. i hate it because i don't have much rest on weekend. it just a feel. then, i read some phrase from my book that encourage me well.

"banyak perkara yang engkau hindari ternyata mendatangkan perkara yang engkau harapkan"


"jika anda berada pada pagi hari, janganlah anda menunggu datangnya petang hari"


"jangan pernah berputus asa kerana perubahan itu akan terjadi beransur-ansur. anda akan menghadapi banyak rintangan yang melemahkan semangat, maka jangan biarkan ia menguasai diri anda"


"sesungguhnya tiada yang berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kecuali hanya orang KAFIR"


"usirlah semua kesedihan dengan menyebut nama Allah yang bergantung padaNya segala sesuatu dan hindari serta jauhilah hawa nafsu yang melenakan"




in addition, i also read about secrets behind

first, the meaning.

la = no/neither/none/not

hawla = change/alteration/transformation/movement/motion

wa = and

la = no/not/neither/none

quwwata = strength/power/potency/force/might/vigor

illa = but/except/if not

bi = with/to/for/in/through/by means of

llah = Allah

in words, tiada daya dan upaya melainkan dengan kekuatan Allah.

next, the miracle.

for those who least this word, my advice is practicing this word every day and your life will be better. 

1st case: argh nab, aku study cmna pun, lagu tu gak result. sembahyang pun cukup pa.

2nd case: aku tak paham la nab, duit aku cm ayaq. laju ja kuaq. henti pun sat sat ja. elaun bkn nak masuk full.

well friends, we should not give up with what happen in our life. 

in 1st case, once before, i was such a person yang bukan bagus manapun. then, my dad asked me, "adik, cepatnya solat? tak zikir istighfar ke?" but to me, it is enough by praying. my dad told me then, "nak berjaya bkn kena solat je. zikir, istighfar semuanya bantu kekurangan solat kita. kadang-kadang kita tak khusyuk, zikir istighfar tu yang tolong cover balik. amalan sunat walaupun kecil, nampak besar pada Allah." then i try it. though my SPM result pun tak bagus mana, but i still practicing it until i got my UiTM then Maktab for now. Alhamdulillah. it simply my way.

then, 2nd case. i was such a person who will use money for some reason. i don't like to shopping all time, but my saving still running like a pipe water. but then i read in my handy book, the writer told that we should be thankful and not easily give up with what happen. keep on zikr and Allah will open another gates for us to move on.

well, that's all for today sharing knowledges. usrah seterusnya aku bagitau lain. ingat! ingat Allah selalu, insyaAllah, Dia akan ingat kita jugak. jangan malas-malas. tak lama pun. 5 minit x 5 waktu solat dari 24jam. amalkan ye.

p.s : all quotes were cited from jangan bersedih : jadilah wanita paling bahagia, some on9 forum and from me.

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penat tak bayar.

assalamualaikum.

2 minggu tanpa rehat cukup.

masuk dalam buku 35 ye.

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i love palembang.

assalamualaikum.

hari ni aku mulakan aktiviti harian wajib aku (selain solat dan mandi ye). try tengok promotion air asia. semangat wehhh nak pegi luar negara.

kau ade? oke. diam.

so, hari ni, promotion baru yang telah diupdate oleh pihak air asia, RM113 untuk tiket pergi balik ke palembang, indonesia.

tak berminat? ku tak heran ponnn....

aku ni semangat je lebih. bukan nak pegi pun. maklumlah. nama dah black list kannnn.. so, amatlah susah.
(tanyalah kenapa...)

okey. nah ambik doplosen sebab rajin baca.
XOXO

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khas untuk kau lah janda!

KISAH SATU JANDA by King [enab]

Kisah satu janda,

Jika dahulu,

Dunia ini kau empunya,

Tetapi kini kau merana.

Dahulu kau merasa bahagia,

Lihat kini, kian sengsara…

Ini kisah satu janda,

Bukan mengata,

Cuma berkata.

Dunia yang kau cuba hampiri,

Semakin jauh untuk diterokai.

Semakin kau cuba untuk bahagia,

Kesengsaraan kian merobek dada.

Ini semua kisah satu janda,

Kau cuba untuk berdua semula,

Tetapi kau dicemuh dan dicerca.

Meski kau berhati mulia,

Mungkin inilah yang dikatakan KARMA..

p.s: aku tujukan untuk "bekas" kepada orang yg aku sayang. tolong jauhi beliau. terima kasih.

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the pros and cons.

assalamualaikum.

well, semalam dan kelmarin tak online. so what the h kan? ada ke sesape peduli? oke. perasan. tak,tak. aku nak cerita tentang semalam. yeap. semalam. takde bantahan? oke. bagus.

semalam, aku dan rumet tersayang did something which might make the bold eric leong hilang kerja. we painted, we decorated and we made huge transformations. new colour, new mix and match things, and yeap, new comforter for our room. and it made me feel like i don't want to get out from my room and just stay and sleep all day long.

but the cons is, i have back ache as a result by felling down from my chair during my last touch of painting. but thanks to Allah for letting it happen after 98% painting job done. then, demam. bit damn on it. i don't hate fever, but a bit disliking running nose. tidur je, bersin, tersumbat. all this because kitorang redah hujan masa beli tikar getah hari tu. naik motor. so, faham kan?

so today, i am kind of lucky. my friends, lecturers. all them understood. rest all noon. no uniform for today, just rest and sleep.

goodnight all. rest well. sleep well. eat well.
thanks for viewing and reading.

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14 februari.

assalamualaikum

opps! aku taknak cerita cinta watsoever walaupun hari ni 14 februari. cuma sekadar cerita picisan yang boleh korang buat bahan ringan.

hari ni hari jadi kawan baik aku yang seterusnya.

merangkap kembar aku.

sebab anak angkat ayah aku.

ayah aku syg dia lebih dari aku. :(

so, dah 22 tahun. semoga bertambah usia dan rezeki yang baik-baik.

moga dapat rahmat Allah tak terperi.

dan jangan lupa diri.

oh. encik UKM, sila jaga kembar saya sebaiknya.

XOXO

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12 years and still.

assalamualaikum.

tak pernah lagi rasanya cerita tentang seorang lagi kawan baik aku. actually, kami ni tujuh beradik. semua terpisah bila dah masuk sekolah menengah. diorang semua still la, sebab masuk boy school. takkan aku nak join pulak kan? so, aku ditinggalkan masuk sekolah campur mcm rojak tu. gender, pandai, kaum bangsa, nakal, semua gaul sekali. oh, top 2 blacklist school kat selangor masa tu. (tak tau la kot dah upgrade jadi no 1 ke sebab ada kes membako bilik guru hari tu).

oke. hari ni aku nak cerita pasal salah seorang dari tujuh beradik kami.

USM Open Relay 2011

nama beliau, zulfadzli iman bin naim. aku paling ingat nama ayah dia sebab kitorang memang suka main nama bapak masa kecik dulu dulu. so serba sikit tentang iman ni (dah besar kena panggil nama betul yerr..) adalah mamat ni ada taik lalat kat atas bibir. antara kitorang bertujuh, dia paling pemalu, sweet dan mengikut. aku start rapat dengan dia ni time darjah 3 lagi. satu kelas Dedikasi. sampai darjah 5 kitorang sama-sama. ingat lagi masa darjah 4, cerita Si Lembik, tujuh-tujuh kitorang lepak kat rumah aku, tengok sama-sama. mak ayah aku kerja. so satu-satunya orang besar kat rumah aku adalah kakak aku. oh ya. kakak iman pun kawan kakak aku. nama kakak dia izzati. tyco besar KRS masa dulu. paling gerun gak dengan kakak dia. :)so nak jadikan cerita, lepas dah berjuta tahun tak jumpa, semalam masa dekat USM aku jumpa balik dengan dia. dia sekarang dah tinggi, kurang pemalu dan aling membanggakan, dah jadi atlet dekat UPSI. satu course jugak dengan aku, PJ. so, event dia dah habis pagi tu, so, dia just lepak story mory dengan aku jela kat astaka USM tu. banyak laa yang kitorang cerita. dan rupanya dia tak tau salah seorang dari tujuh beradik kitorang meninggal bulan 6 tahun lepas. nampaklah wajah frust dia.yelah. dia pun dah pindah johor. banyak yang dia tak tahu. tak boleh salahkan dia jugak. yang tahu pun aku dengan mail magek je.

so, sempena menulis tentang iman kali ni, aku cuma nak cakap, aku takkan lupa persahabatan kitorang. lama dan kekal. tak kisahlah jauh camne pun, johor ke kajang, UPSI ke bainun. tetap bagi aku kau kawan baik aku, yet my sibs. ada rezeki, kita jumpa lagi weh. bukan beza jauh pun. tetap orang PJ.

okeylah. tamat dah untuk 12 years and still ni. XOXO semua.

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introduction.

assalamualaikum.

tak sempat nak update untuk 8/2 semalam. busy membuang duit kearah perkara yang hampir lagha. nak stop jadi budak nerd barangkali? oh, tidak. cukuplah beberapa emas aku dah bazirkan. kena berusaha lebih hari esok.

so hari ni nak mulakan post mengenai pengenalan ahli baru kita. tahniah $iti ha$zirah! menuli$ jugak kau! :)
serba sedikit tentang ahli baru ni, beliau ni classmate aku. cukuplah. yang lain, kena tanya sendiri lah. takkan semua nak kasi suap. ye dakkk???

tak nak melalut merepek, aku kasi can lah untuk korang sendiri usha tengok ahli baru ni. click je budak baru cempedak di luar pagar, komfem terus ke belog dia.

thanx semua!

p.s: $ tu trademark dak baru nih. ;P

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rajin pulak!

assalamualaikum.

"If you put a frog in water and slowly heat it, the frog will eventually let itself be boiled to death. We to, will not survive if we don’t respond to the radical way in which the world is changing"(Charles Handy (Hussein, 1993 : 223))

cukuplah kata-kata hikmat untuk hari ni.

teruskan usaha untuk berjaya!

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i am.

assalamualaikum

well guys. i am happy now. my dear 20 years bestfriend finally meet me. even it is just an hour meeting, its explain everything. from korea to malaysia. i really mean everything! she tells me about how well she's doing there. how advanced korean technologies are. how important appearance when you find a job. and how well the train advertised plastic surgery. and she told me that most of pop singers are fake! totally fake. from top to toe. and iphone technology, well actually, it comes from samsung. ouh. stop crying lah all iphone users. we well know that korea are more progressive than US right?

as a full time malaysian, i told her about what is happening here. mostly in kajang lah. takkan nak cerita benda lain kan? and i am very shocked! after 3 weeks holiday, she don't even reach pekan kajang. isk, malu je la oyin.. but then i told her about penang. yeah. a place that i spent my life since 4 years ago. about my study, my friends and about my future planning. everything must completely fine. no butt hurt story, no more sadness. it's all fine.

and i asked her about her summer holiday. yeah, you know right? i don't want to missed another meeting to meet her. well, she's my 20 years best friend though. so, she told that she's probably coming home for summer. and i just smile and said, no more hiding things, oke? and we smiled and XOXO.

well oyin. no matter what, you are still my best friend. may our friendship last forever. heart you girl!

thanks for reading mine!

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satu apa pun.

assalamualaikum.

satu assignment pun aku tak mula. 

aku malas.

dah. nak balik penang dah pun.

oke. jumpa kat sana.

terima kasih baca.

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aku serius menyumpah!

assalamualaikum.

hai readers. tak mau cakap banyak. kali ni geram teramat.

tadi lepak mekdi sebab alang aku teringin nak makan prosperity plus aku memang suka kajang bila time lengang. yelah. kan hari ni ramai orang buat makan besar.

yang buat aku angin, budak remaja tak cukup akal tu boleh lepak dan bercomolot dengan gf watsoever dia tuh. hey malay boy! just a simple reminder. you are not yet a man actually. kissing a girl doesn't show that you are a man enough. tak cukup dewasa oke? plus, you and her tak halal lagi. how dare you touch a girl yang still dalam pengawasan mak ayah lagi? and you malay girl! don't you ever dare telling your dad that you have something to solve outside without your parents around! because you are still under age lady. so please lah! jangan buat malu orang melayu dan bertudung, understood???!!!!!!

aku memang lah tak semalaikat mane. and takdelah maksum. tapi at least, kesedaran tu mesti ada. dah buat kali ni, please jangan ulang. bukan baik pun. meluat dan memalukan. kalau aku ambik gambar post kat oh media! tu mcm mane? kau malu kan? and how about your parents though? of course diorang malu-semalu-malunya kan? so. take a good care of yourself. and please do respect on yourself before you want your special one to do same way.

so, taknak marah-marah. hypertension makin tambah untuk makhluk Allah yang melakukan mungkar. ish ish ish. selamat malam.

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he is super awesome guy!

assalamualaikum.

first, thanks mr anwar hadi.

second, you are not super cool+cute watsoever kids!

final, like inianwarhadi peeps!

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yeah. tentu sekali.

assalamualaikum.

well, finally i broke my own record. 25 minit untuk satu pusingan tasik cempaka. well done suraya! dah warm up warm up, baru boleh main badminton, kan?

tapi, bukan nak cerita sangat pasal warm up tu.  btw, aku sebenarnya tak sangka, meskipun usaha untuk meningkatkan tahap kesihatan begitu teliti, tapi aku tetap facing the same 3 years ago punya problem. face numb, with tongue and barely can't breath plus double visions. 3 years ago, aku dimasukkan ke hospital for the reason of body shivering with no breath circulation and hypertension. semuanya sebab tiba-tiba aku aktif dan angry with someone at the same time. body tak boleh terima.

so, aku ni totally ada hypertension. tadi masa kena dekat tasik cempaka, aku dah mengucap dah. konon redha la kalau dah sampai masa. tapi serius. memang out of sudden semua tu. aku tak sangka lah. makan aku dah jaga. cukup masa makan. tapi bila diingatkan balik, masa aku kena 3 years ago, doktor sarankan aku makan pisang sebab banyak potassium. mungkin body aku tak cukup potassium dan mulalah nak buat hal.

bila sampai rumah, aku pun terus baring which i know after doing an activity mana boleh rest mendadak. tapi aku memang tak tahan. terus baring and maybe i was pengsan sebab i didn't sedarpun bila i moved to my room. my face sekarang tak berapa nak okeylah. still sakit area cheek. heart beat pun still run faster which we know that after a long sleep, heart beat sure normal balik kan? tapi still run faster. and i can't explain about it though i am PE teacher-to-be.

tapi takpelah. if dah sampai masa, alhamdulillah.

so, this time, aku mintak maaf to each of you. and yeah, tentu sekali i heart you each one. thanx. :)

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favorite song.

suraya, what is your favorite song ever?

well, i heard a lot though. but the most i love are take a bow by rihanna, t-shirt by shontelle and yesterday by leona lewis.

:)

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dengar lah dulu...

assalamualaikum.

whoa. tergamam kejap tadi. member PLKN dulu kata aku sombong. ape kes? aku sombong pejadahnya? mane pernah! aku sekurang-kurang kau kata hai, aku balas balik. then, kalau aku busy, aku terus terang ah kata aku busy. gila apa aku nak bongkak! naik turun adrenalin aku bila dilemparkan tohmahan yang aku sendiri pun tak pasti siapa petualangnya.

sombong-sombong kucin jerrr...

sentap jugak mula-mula.

aku tanya ah siapa yang kata. tapi beliau tu kata ramai dari ahli kem aku tu yang kata. wa panas gak lah kan. apesal nak lemparkan taik kat muka aku. agak cilaka la perangai tuduh menuduh neh. aku pantang sikit.

stop pointing me!

tapi aku mula berlagak cool.

iras disitu.

dan rupa-rupanya mangkuk taik lalat bosar *seperti di atas* tu yg menipu. dia yang kata aku sombong, nak sabit nama mereka yang tak bersalah. kesian yang lain. maaflah sebab aku angin kat semua. biasalah. aku memang baran tak terkawal sikit sejak akhir-akhir neh. maaf ye. *lagu "maafkan kami" pun berkumandang*

sekarang aku normal.

tak marah-marah sangat. wasn't a big deal lah kan sebenarnya. JK je pun. aku je yg terlampau emosi. entah kenapa, aku pun tak pasti. tapi aku cuba sedaya upaya nak tabah kawal hati tak marah-marah. *sambil kedip-kedip mata*

okelah.

p.s: all images are googleable.


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dapat kau, dapat satu dunia.

awak disitu, awak disana.
tengok kiri kanan semua awak ada.
mimpi mimpi macam drama pun ada.
seronoknya hati, gembiranya jiwa.

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and i...

assalamualaikum.

well, today i'm doing nothing. 

just cooking some and buy some.

i have no jogetjoget mood for today.

i am hurt.

last night, i spend my night waiting out from my house.

the CNY celebration from my elite chinese neighbor. 

they have fun. so do i.

but the most part that hurt me well is,

my 20 years best friend.

she didn't tell me personally that she's home. since 20 january guys!

i feel so frustrated and betrayed.

after all, since she is my 20 years old best buddy, i guess i will forget about it.

and tell my another best friend about her. 

how could she! 

isk iskkk!!

btw, welcome HOME

SHERIN FAHAINY MD NASIR!

so tall, so skinny, so beautiful! kau ni petua korea btol!

i miss you dear!

p.s: nak call ruhaya. mengadu sal oyien neh!

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ceritera tentang the chalks saya.

assalamualaikum.

baru baru nih, the chalks saya jadi peserta suriashowdown kat pacific megamall penang.

then, kalah kan. takpelah. bukan rezeki.

tapi abang abang macho hebat sasa kuat ada ambik gambau dorang.

and letak kat sini.

hey, yang nak emonye pasal perkara yang mengguris sikit ni.

 tergamak betul siapa yang cakap yang tu band KAPUR BARUS.

hisshh. tak sayang mulot. 

tak percaya? scroll lah page ni sampai jumpa nama the chalks band.

tabah jela.

:)

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grenade by bruno mars.

sing along baby!

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no


diculik dan diperbaiki sedikit dari elyrics.
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doesn't care, just fine.

to my dear, it doesn't matter what life is about, and no matter if the sky is grey.
i always waiting for you, and never lies but saying truth.

you are far away, but my heart always stay.
near you and never gone away.

i remember those thing that you had done.
and it makes me crazy like a moron.

i hurt sometime and it never cure.
but i believe in your love that i know it so pure.

but dear hear me please don't walk away.
is it true that i'm just a toy that you love to play?

i woke up this morning and you are just a lust.
and i'm so grateful coz your love was never a must.


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